随心所欲~Random~

After ages of times, finally i've decided to update my blog post -_-... due to my laziness...its been a while i keep my self away from blogging and expressing my self through typing. Hope that after this time, i would be more initiative to update my blog post frequently and often. haha~~ -__-"...

Alright...just wanna express my happiness because i get my guiness pen from the Beer Factory. (yeah yeah~~ ) Actually my purpose not to get this pen but to satisfied my self by drink a few pint of guiness to release and relax my self from the circumstances. Hees....the pen is quite nice, as it labelled a guiness logo on the pen, so it motivated me to own it..( LOL... apa reason ni..=_=....)

Initially i though when i finished my industrial training everything will be completed and end with a happy ending. But seems that i was wrong... everything come even worst...at least, on the moment this is what i am getting from my mind's message. Everything doesn't seems went smoothly, difficulty pops up everywhere, financial crises...relation crises...( i mean friendship... LOL~) and my ambition... was urging me to made a decision for my future life....my next steps.... Is kinda lost and confusing.... damn... what am i suppose to do now???? should i just act according to my sense?? or should i act to accept the fact shuddup and look for a normal job and take the shit??!

Aih...really confuse now... should i just apply as a normal office boy job or should i take the opportunity to try something that i've never tried before and after if i've committed to something????

I just hope that my decision is the right one... hope that i won't regret after making such decision...I love something related to  people... something living... like people... everyday and everyday you might met someone which has the personality and attitude that you never met and seen before... For me it is interesting to serve or working with such people... :D

Its been a while i didn't met my uni frens..sheryn...monnie...vivian...mq... and much more... kinda miss them actually....hehe...perhaps our relation might be loosen during this moment... but i think that if gt chance to meet each other, in a couple of second our family based relation will returned immediately and we can continue to have fun... crazy...conversation through the whole night.... i believe that... ^^


Sorry for the bad bad grammer and english... haha~ ^^